지금, 나는 그래서 죽음, 하는 것을 아무것도에 지루하게 해 이다. 이렇게 지루하게 하기! 나는 무엇을 해서 좋은가? 무엇? 무엇? . please… i'm 보링! huhuh는 나의 친구 이미 사무실에 그의 자매를 지금 데려오는 것을 나간다. 나는 무엇을 지금 해야 하는가? 나는 그래서 죽음에 지루하게 해 이다. 나 진짜로 해야 하는 무엇이, 저와 아무도 없다. 나는 이렇게 하면을 느끼고다 싶지 않, 혼자서와 고독하게 느낀. 나는 다만 일어나는 무엇이 그(것)들, 나의 친구와, 및 나의 친구를 쓰는 필요로 한다 조금 더 시간. 그들은 모두 같이 저에게서 피하는 것을 보인다. 나는 나가 그(것)들에게 한 무슨 과오 모른다.

updating

today exactly at 8:52pm, its been exactly 45minutes i stare blankly at the screen... why?
-nothing to do
-dunno what to do
-have nothing else to do
-to do nothing
-nuthing come across mind
-the screen looks beautiful tonight
-no..no... the guys see it beautiful.
-the screen looks handsome and adorable tonight
bla...bla..bla.....

wasting my money buying these RM5.70 & RM3.90 if im not mistaken ... is it?

continue to staring at the screen blankly.........
what shud i do? what shud i do? shud i do nothing? or shud i do something?
nothing... something.. nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....nothing.. something....

arghh.... tough decision ? is it? haha.... do nothing means im continuing with my boringism and tenseness (my english going to take back my certificates for grammar im using in here)
it means that i have to do something...something... ok think, what am i gonna do tonite?

- watch tv/astro (it's not working!!)
- online ( i am now... n still searching things to do)
- read books (what booK? story bOok? i dun hv any new. reading the old one? i can hafal ody whats the story. hah... reading my marketing book from swinburne??!! yes... that's it!! ....... ....................... ....... ....... ......... .......... ............... reading things that im not learning anymore?? errr....)
- radio/music/mp3/mp4 (i am now.. n still searching things to do)
- out (toO late)
- eat (huh?)
- sms-ing (i am now... n still searching things to do)
- calling2 (not enaf credit ma)
- chatting (got no one to chat with)
- playing games (tired of it)
- autocad (errr...... )

cyesly ... what shud i do ??? what can i do ?? anyone ??

erm.... .why don u just see this pic..... this happen few days ago wen my cousin went back to KL.











then we go somewhere around the corner ( i think you know where) to have this swirly, white coney....


then, there goes the swirly white thingy meeting the tongue n vanished ~~

ats sebab2 tertentu, identiti mereka dirahsiakan kerana kenikmatan aiskrim memang tiada tandingannya... so aiskrim rules~!

errr....except for this fellow.... she's the marketer(gurau jer :P) .promoting the aiskrim n enjoying it... well actually she is save by the bell. cant get the pic of er..u know.... ... (^_^)v


actually, there is a lot of other pic.. but im quite sleepy now after editing this.... so... chao.. c ya tomorrow if im....er...... got something to say... heh... or jz crappy.....

nanyte everyone~

BreaKfaSt, DiNNer, LuNcH... whiChever ComE FiRsT

this is what i ate for bfast, lunch n maybe also for dinner today, mi halus sama aek kosong! oklah..better den nuthing. hasil ikhsan my auntie yesterday. yalah, my other auntie from KL jz arrived yesterday around 10pm. so we're having a small gathering.. chit chat, gossiping for the uncle&auntie (hehe..)

tok jak pic sempat ku amik mawek~

with only a small bowl, i still cant eat it all. y? hmmm..... maybe im tired with the situation of eating alone. lalalalala~ boring bha... dahlah ngadap kosi, meja jak2. benda statik nak sik pandey lalu nak berinteraksi dgn aku, huhu mun dah tiba2 cdak pndey merik salam lak san nyawa ku lak... kehkehkehe....
hehehehe ok lah ya .... ngah2 boring plah autocad tek, nenga bunyi keta d luar. tilit2 nangga aunti ku sorang gik.. uisk.... y so many auntie come these fewdays. ahaha niway, of coz la she's coming to greet her sister come from KL. unfortunately, my mak ngah, pak ngah, n children + nenek baruk jak kuar tek ... hayo2.. hayo2 jak keja. sekde keja len ka ? neh2...... malangnya untuk mak anjang. heheh tp sikpa. tek aku dengar nya mungkin follow sidak kot.....
apa2 pun.... mak anjang ada ninggal 'hadiah saguhati' for me n only muaaa..... (^_^)v

mok tauk ?














































































k apa tokrang nak tauk ?







































































hehehehehe.... sekda papa ya bha




































































































ok lahhh....................... nah.. tok jakkk...... desert after eating mi halus+aek kosong...




bluberry n apple pie.... yummmy~~

p/s buang masa tokrang sik maca blog tok ???? kehkehkeh

outinG... tinG oUt ?

huhuhuh... elo2.. sekda papa update ilak... jz nak madah bok balit tok tek, erm... jz having some quality time with my friends. its been a long time since we do hang out together. yalah, everyone have their own agenda. so, laz night its ein,ejap,ayu n me. huhhu... lamak lah wak sik ilek sama ouh . aci sekpat tek coz gik gago berjual. sik pat balit awal nya mlm tok tek .. huhuhu.... my other cutie friend, nicha... heheh.. org semandin nya ada. sekpat berolah, jadi budak baik nya. kehkehkeh, yalah, bak kata ejap, dolok org sik nyuruh belaki awal. kahkahkah......

well, so there's only 4 of us la... sik cukup korum tp life go on. hehehe..... 1st after we lepak2 at nicha house, habiskan makanan nicha. (tedah, stock berapa bulan ndak ka di abis ein duak ejap ya)
dahya, we all g koke.. wuhuu... lamak juak dah sik men'sumbang'kan sora dalam ya. kehkehekhe... berapa igek lagu ouh ... mok dlm 20 kali. smpy nait pecah dah sora. ilang dah time balit ya... nambah gik makan sekerem... adoh... ilang terus sora. sekpa2, janji ati senang. huhuhuh.. bah..mupok lok ...... c u.. mwahs2!!

gloomy morning day

hmmm. sik lamak gik nak subuh.. mata ku tok maseh juak sekpat tido...
what happen to me eyes? huhu.... later i feel so dizzy, feel so tired. but still cant sleep. wanna go to toilet jz now wen i realized there's a mzkol at my phone. hmmm.. mcm kenal jak ... erm... its him again. should i ans it or shud i not? neh.. msg pun da msk. shud i reply it or not ? dun wanna hurt my hubby feeling. better not... trying to sleep... sleep.. sleep... can i ? can i sleep? i've counted the sheep, still cannot. i've counted the start n still counting... i'll try again .... nyte everybody...

what happen to celcom ? kehkehkeh

i've paid my bills every month... on time...
what happen ? what happen celcom ? what happen to my broadband? the services getting slower n slower.. it's fine before but now? it's like im getting old just to wait for the pages to be loaded... the modem itself i spend RM399..not plus the 1st month bills plus the 2nd n so on later.... come on.. don make me dissapointed... -_-
huhuhu your my life.. your my angel, your my everything... huhu i need you to bring joy to my life, to get rid of my boring day everytime, to help me find jobs!!! hahaha.. its to long, n i still done nothing nowadays, still a long way ahead for me to start my ojt (on job training) but hey... at least i got it.. i hope i can do the job fine.. naa.. not fine.. but excellent. i'll get my boss mesmerized by me later.. i hope ... well, u know, its a real world, real people out there. im not sure im ready enough to confront those people. they don't just simply like me, maybe they hate me, don even count the backstabber later.. hahah.. tooOOOooo way much thinking. all i have to do now is just live life to the fullest! with my most lovable thing---------------->
aaahhhhh... my works, my study, my games... my companion when im bored..... yes.. ur my only one... kehkehkehkehkeh...
*mwaaaachhhssss*

(^_^)v

hehehe.... my new pHone from my frens... love you guys... thankx a lot (^_^)v
-peace-

PasT..past.. past

ok..just now, daniel call me and we talk about all stuff including about our past time. i like talking to him, coz i think he’s the one and only guy who not being hipokrit in front of me (beside my best friend of course).. even one of my friend can be really irritating and so damn *****. owh ok well.. its human. never stay they same, never satisfied with everything. ok, i know daniel quite long (not reallY), i know him on the planE while flying back to Labuan. On the first class seat. (muahahah.. rarely got the sit there) ok well, its quite bored for me in the plan and he seems so nervous being on the plane all the time. and guess what, he is. its quite funny, but then he keep on mumbling something and hold the seat handle so tight. i ask him one question with one single sentence, "are you alright?" cause if u see his expression that time, u will feel really sorry, his face is really red. hehe sorry daniel if you read this.. ok when i ask him that question, he answer me with a million..err, maybe trillion or is it zillion words???? hehehe, he cant stop talking and since then, everytime we met, we’ll be talking non stop, even on the phone,not including the sms.

from there, i know that he’s afraid of height and thats why he’s afraid of using plane. dun know why. i try to help him overcome with his fear, we always go and come back with a plane, he started to ‘accept’ the aeroplane and the height in his life. with one way, make him talk! then, he will forget everything surround him. even his girlfriend!! hehehe… u don wanna know what happen. he broke up with his gf because of his too-much-talking habit. its been long time since i met him. and i miss him so much!! huhuhuhu.. goku and oden too

p/s i really feel like wanna run away from everybody that is so hipokrit. but this is my life, why should i run away?

Ma Happy Day n . . .

niaaa~~~~ got one present dat i never tot i get it.. thanks to my long lost frensss~!!! gonna miss u all wen u guys not here wit me anymore.... we were suppose to hang out together b4 they went back but i've got not enaf money so i decline...
then at night, unexpectedly i received a package, small but heavy (not so heavy).... well, naa.. straight to the point....
i've got a new handphone for my belated birthday present!!!!! i mean, a BRAND NEW ONE... hahaha sony erickson w380i...
kehkehkhek.. dunno wat else to say.. too happy until my happy tears falls... ^_^

new phone man... hahaha.. i still dunno how to attach a pic here... i will put on some for u guys k.... chaoo...

oh ya... i sprain my legs.. huhuh its hurt.. but i have to pretend im ok .. or else i stuck at home 24 7